

The Night Life We're moving as fast as snails.The Night Life by ~susypow
It's alright though, my Mother told me that snails see the beauty in everything we miss.
These legs are dragging; there's a detachment between my mind and those shuffling feet.
I forget where I'm going. i need to retrace those steps to find out where I lost the she that I could have been.


The Things I Need Tired, cold, alone.The Things I Need by ~susypow
Desperation
Rushing through
My veins with every
pump of the heart.
Breaths. Short & sharp.
Getting caught at the back of my throat.
These walls are closing in now;
feelings compartmentalised
into this cube, this
ever-contracting cell.
I need colour & light,
I need sound that isn't just
"you stupid cunt"


i o u. I owe you:i o u. by ~susypow
one kiss.
one hug.
one punch to the throat.
You gave me heartache,
sore ears from the yelling.
I learnt three things:
love doesn't evolve from the clenched fist.
you'll get treated like trash if you stand for it.
your favourite food is beef stroganoff.
...and I hate it.
Love was never a problem,
only the in-between part of the day.
It all changed:
when I left you.
when I rejected your phone calls.
when you fucked someone else.
I wanted you to burn for me,
you did, you do
But I'm better than you